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Icy Heart

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 06:59:40 GMT

I feel like a statue.

Empty.

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S.A.D.(Seasonal Affective Disorder)

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 05:56:33 GMT

Tears, bloody tears
I was walking down the street while tryin to stop tears rollin on my face.
I couldn't.
Tears represent hurt, happiness, _feelings_.
It also represents weakness at the same time.
Lord, I gotta be strong.
I hate myself 4 being this weak...

FA

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 10:22:33 GMT

How a person can suddenly change from an angel to a devil.

Stupid people in my point of view

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 07:33:31 GMT

I have this neighbor that keeps bugging others' family and never realizes that her daughter (and herself) are much worse than any other people's daughters that she always brags about. She warns mothers around about their children being bad and gets mad whenever people walk pass her and don't greet her.

(She NEVER greets people first. She WANTS people to greet her first. If people are too busy with their businesses and don't even notice her and they forget to greet her, she gets MAD and immediately WARNS the family member of those people to TEACH them about RESPECT. While she and her daughter NEVER greet other people first. When questioned why she doesn't greet people first when she sees someone and why other people MUST greet her first and while in the other hand we only see her talk to one or two people in the neighborhood coz NO ONE ACTUALLY WANTS to really TALK to her and her daughter, she just answers, "Ow, me? Me and my daughter only greet certain people that WE LIKE.").

WTF

What Do You See?

Wed, 14 May 2008 06:08:33 GMT

I don't know if anyone has ever seen this pic. But I think this one is quite 'different'. What do you see?

Free-dom

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 04:00:59 GMT

Finally.
Hope that doesn't mean that I'll go to another hell. Hope not.
Hell is the most uncomfortable place. It burns.

Mission: Impossible

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 07:52:09 GMT

I miss my creativity. I miss my imagination.

Raw but delicious thoughts, simple but not lame.

I risk my sleeping hours. I’m ashamed of God.

Elusive imaginary world only I have it.

Comforting ideas, I terribly need them.

To soothe my troubled brain. To cure my self-esteem.

Possibility’s risky. I know.

But abstraction’s not counted.

Rides

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 07:30:49 GMT

2008 Lexus LS 600h

For SUV, I love this one

BMW X5

www.bmwcalifornia.net

For family car, I like

Odyssey from Honda

I'm wondering what other people think of these cars and what are their favorites. I always like BMW & Honda. Hmm...

Don't Sweat the Small Things

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 04:28:02 GMT

I don't know what has stuck into me, but I think I'm a bit obsessed by Eminem. At first I like his songs and then I found out that he loves his daughter a lot and it touched my heart.

His song 'The Way I Am' is marvelous. He pours out his feelings into the song and people dislike his songs because he uses bad words. I never mind the words and I think his music is very nice. You can't make music with the hope that people will like it because the lyrics contain polite words. It's not honest and I consider the song as fake.

Kids that do bad things after listening to Em's music? I think parents should figure it themselves why it happens. Maybe those kids have the same bad experiences with Em and adore Em, then do what Em does. Kids with good education and get enough caress from parents (family) won't do such things. I know people have their own taste of music. But songs are just songs. You enjoy the music/lyrics, not apply what the singer says in the lyrics literally. If you don't like the music, don't listen to it. Simple.

Don't sweat the small things.(I like this saying)

Funny T-Shirt!

Craving is Sexy

(is that funny? NOT) :D

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Oldies

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 03:58:25 GMT

I like oldies songs. Recently, I've been listening to Teresa Teng, Conway Twitty, Andy Williams, and Aaron Kwok old songs. I think old songs are better than modern songs, in a way that old songs are easy-listening and only use simple lyrics. But still, I can't get away from Eminem (that's a different story). My dad listens to old songs almost everyday and we all can recite some of the songs. So, more or less, some of those old songs will always remind me of my mom and dad.

* Dui Ni Ai Bu Wan (Aaron Kwok)
* Other Aaron Kwok's old songs

* Danny Boy (Andy Williams)

* Hello Darling (Conway Twitty)
* To See an Angel Cry (Conway Twitty)

* Jealous Guy (John Lennon)

* Most of Teresa Teng songs

* Before the Next Teardrops Fall (Freddy Fender)

* Only a Fool Breaks His Own Heart (Arthur Prysock/Tom Jones,Nick Lowe)

I especially love the last song more than other old songs because the lyric is nice

Only a Fool Breaks His Own Heart
by Arthur Prysock

Why do I go on fooling myself;
When I know you love somebody else;
Only a fool, breaks his own heart;
I pretend I don't see;
You walking with him on the street;
Only a fool, breaks his own heart;
I have to admit, even though it hurt me so;
I can't forget. If I'm a man, I'll let you go;
There's no sense in holding on;
To an old love that's gone;
Only a fool, breaks his own heart;
I have to accept, even though it hurt me so;
I can't forget. If I'm a man, I'll let you go;
There's no sense in holding on;
To an old love that's gone;
Only a fool, breaks his own heart;
Only a fool, breaks his own heart

Another nice old song lyric was this one

Before the Next Teardrops Fall
by: Freddy Fender

If he brings you happiness,
Then I wish you all the best.
It's your happiness that matters
Most of all.

But if he ever breaks your heart,
If the teardrops ever start,
I'll be there
Before the next teardrop falls.

Si te quiere de verdad,
Y te da felicidad,
Te deseo lo mas bueno pa' los dos.
Pero si te hace llorar,
A mi me puedes hablar.
Y estare contigo cuando triste estas.

I'll be there
Anytime you need me
By your side
To dry away
Any teardrops that you cry.

And if he ever leaves you blue,
Just remember - I love you.
And I'll be there
Before the next teardrop falls.

I'll be there
Before the next teardrop falls.

Speaking of aaron Kwok, omg he's changed a lot nowadays. I liked him since I was in Middle High School and his hair was like below:

He reminded me a lot to similar cute Taiwanese artist, Jimmy Lin (Lin Zhi Ying):

Around 1995, many boys followed the hairstyle :D

And these are how they are now.

Aaron Kwok now

Jimmy Lin now

I like Asian boys like I like Keanu Reeves and Michael Dudikoff.50:50. :D

and of course....the lovable Eminem